No judgments, Little One. Allow yourself receive grace and healing. Embrace your body with love for love and love alone will foster healing. You are doing well in that regard; however, there is much for you to learn and assimilate. This frustrates you. Relax. All is well.
This is a period of reentry for you. Enjoy it. Observe what is different for you and what it is that you wish to change. Be patient with yourself. Love you. Experience your wonder. Release your expectations. Remember to meditate and to pray. You have enough time. You have time for everything: time to enjoy, time to work, and time to be in spirit.
Your essence fills the Universe. Allow yourself to expand and acknowledge the perfection of All That Is. This includes you. As little irritations arise, give thanks to them, as they provide stimuli for growth. Laugh at yourself with joy, not malice. Remember, Laughing Heart, that laughter is the music of the Universe.
You are finding balance in your life between care of self and others. These two are not exclusive of each other. Note that I said that you are finding balance. You are successful in this just by allowing the process to unfold. Observe the grace; enjoy its blessing. Remember, Little One, it does not have to be hard.
Regarding money: It will come to you in due time and it will come with abundance and blessing. Trust in the care, beauty, and perfection of the All That Is. There will be changes in your spirit life, as well as in your physical life. Trust these changes. Open your heart. At times your understanding may be limited, but your spirit is without limit. Remember that you are the Universe. You and the All That Is are inseparable. Accept these teachings without judgment. Accept without judgment all of the Earth’s children. Bless yourself as you bless others.
Be love. Be loved. Beloved.